About a friend

I have this friend. He's a great guy and all but recently, he's been angry A LOT. I don't know what's got into him. I know he has some personal problems. He tells me everything. He cried his heart out when he was telling me his problem. This friend of mine has an issue with woman. He was fed up with woman that he didn't want to have a relationship with any woman. But fate has a mind of its own. He met this woman. They're now an item. Eventhough he tried to tell her he didn't want to get involved with her but he just can't say no. He was trapped. He said, "If I rejected her, it would be an awkward situation." Poor guy.

He tried everything. He tried to love her but he just couldn't do it. His heart can't accept her. He was waiting for the right moment to tell her that this relationship isn't going nowhere. But he could'nt. He doesn't have the heart to do something like that. He's afraid of losing another friend in his life. He was left by his true love a few months ago. After that break up, his heart has become immune to love. He can only be friends with women. More than that, is impossible. Until the right person appears in his life, he don't want to have anything to do that's related to love or relationship.

Suicide love

Remembrance of our love will forever be,
like the shattered glass that can't be piece together,
as my hands bleed,
from the knife I slit my wrist,
I feel no pain,
no sorrows,

despair and nothingness engulf my thoughts,
as I fade away into the dark realm,
the memory of you will vanish,
with all my hopes and dreams.

Kimi's Arrival

hey hey hey kimi's here. fuhhh~ this blog is full of dust. it's so messed up.. kamal, you need to update more okay my friend?? *cough2* i better clean this mess.. seriously~ i've been waiting for this blog to be updated by the owner. im dying to read his kurazayyy ideaaaa :p haha.. okay.. im done now.. i need to help to change his layout.. see ya guys..

until then..

What to do?! (Ending)

A week has pass since then. I've been seeing her quite often now. We make a great couple. That night when she said 'I love you' to me, I turned my body around; facing her. I smiled and whispered to her cute little ear, "I love you too." We didn't do anything inappropriate (if you're wondering.

So, everything turn out okay. Eventhough it started as a clothing mix up, it ended with a wonderful evening with the woman I love the most in my life.

What to do?! (Part 5)

I was terrified. I didn't know who it was or what to do. So, I froze and lay still on the bed. I wasn't tied up or anything. That's the weird part. I didn't think that I'm in some kind of danger. The door closed and I heard footsteps getting closer and closer.

Then, I felt that someone was beside me. I slowly turn my head around and guess who I saw? It was ZILA!! Oh man!! Me and Zila in one bed. "Hai, honey. Did you sleep well?" she whispered in my ear. I didn't answered her. I was still confused about this. After that, she hugged me and said 'I love you' to me. I smiled to her(I doubt that she could see my smile. It was still dark.). . .(To be continued)

What to do?! (Part 4)

"I-I s-saw nothing that was important nor embarassing for anyone including me t-to know about. . ." She knew right away from my stuttering voice that I was lying. "Erm, hey. Look at the time. Got to go. I've got, err, homework and lots of chores to do. So, goodbye." I said to her as I ran towards the door. She managed to capture me before I could reached the door.

Suddenly, something hit me from the back of my head. I felt dizzy and then collapsed afterwards. I don't remember much after that. After a few hours later(so I've been told), I woke up in a bed that has a nice scent of lavendar. "This isn't my room. Where am I?" I thought to myself. It was dark that time so I couldn't see anything. Then, I heard a door opened. . .(To be continued)

What to do?! (Part 3)

I slowly open the page of the diary at random and saw a glimpse of a page with a multi-colour ink. I was shock when I read it. Suddenly, I heard someone screaming not very far. It was Zila. She saw me reading the diary. Yeah2~hahaha.

Anyway, she rushed to get her diary from me. She shouted, "HOW DARE YOU READ MY DIARY!! Don't you have any respect for other people's privacy?" and bla, bla, bla. After five minutes of sheer torture in my ears, she finally stopped. Then she whisper in my ear, "What did you saw in my diary?" I said, . . . .(To be continued)